February 2011
25 posts
Day 03
Day 03- Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Welllllll. I think that it is okay to experiment. I don’t have a problem with weed or alcohol. I don’t have any tolerance for drinking and driving though. I think that people should just be responsible, and everything would be wonderful. Hardcore drugs like cocaine and heroin and shizz are just dumb, and I would never do them. They ruin too...
January 2011
33 posts
Day 02
day 02- Where you’d like to be in ten years
Well let’s see… In ten years I will be 28. That’s crazay.
I hope that I will have started my career by then, and moved out of the parents house. Maybe married by then also. I hope I get married before then actually. The main thing I want is to just be happy. I also want the same people in my life now to be there then. :)
30 day challenge. Day 1.
Day 01-Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
Okay soooo. My status is single, but I’m pretty much head over heels for someone, and he is for me too. We are just awkward and don’t know how to move past just being best friends. He is the best guy I’ve ever known. He’s the only one that tells me I’m beautiful and actually makes believe he...
I’ve realized that I immediately trust people. I trust my friends with a lot. Then as they either hurt me or do things I don’t like I start to question that trusting and pull away. That’s why I get hurt. Because I don’t make people earn my trust in the first place. I believe in the innocent until proven guilty.
Usual even if a person apologizes I give them the trust back...
I’m going to get skinny now.
I like cage the elephants new song a lot.
I’m going crazy. I can’t live like this. I just can’t. You tell me you love me. You tell me you want more, more of me; all of me. Then completely and utterly neglect me the next who knows how long it will be. I am so done with people hurting me. I’m done. I just knew you were different, so very different. Turns out you’re no better than the rest. I’m so done...
The rest of the year could be snow days and I would be just perfectly happy with that.
Hey, more time for me to spend at the gym right?
haha.
IF my mom will ever take me to get 3 months free.
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She’s so slowwwwww.
sdfk
Gonna go read some more harry potter. I’ve only gotten 100 pages into order of the phoenix in the past 3 days of no school.
I’m...
I’m sorry I’m crazy.
Wait… No i’m not.
fuuuu you.
I miss how life was when things were simple. When there were no scars and no pain that lasted beyond a skinned knee. Sometimes I wish it would all just stop. I guess without all the pain you wouldn’t enjoy the happiness as much. We all have a reason to need euphoria.
I just love the feeling of disappointment when you care for someone a lot and you don’t get any of that in return from anyone. Whatever. I’m a lone wolf. Idgaf.
I just got really pissed off about how so many people really don’t give a shit about anyone else but themselves. I just realized how fucked up you were to me. You pretended to care then once there was a wrong turn you wrecked me for an old junker. I know it only made me stronger, but it still hurt. I was more open with him than anyone else, and it came back and bit me in the ass. I just wish...
I just want a boyfriend so he can tell me I look cute, and so I can tell him how cute he is.
:(
And everything else I want a boyfriend for.
OHWELL.
sometimes I feel like i’m the weirdest fucking person in the world.
I legit for about 30 minutes last night had myself convinced that I wasn’t crazy.
then my mind fucked me and i was like
“Oh shiiiiiiiiii…. people who ARE crazy think they AREN’Tsaflksjdhglkadjhg25@#$$#^#%#%!!!!!”
Then I asked josh, he told me I’m crazy, but in a good way.
Still...
Live it up, live it down. Live it the way you want to. When the moment has passed you can’t re-live it.
“You’ve gotta dance like there’s nobody watching,
Love like you’ll never be...”
– William W. Purkey (via kari-shma)
agreeeee.
Wooohooo.
New Years.
Shot the gun, and now my weinnish dog is freaking outtttt!